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You and Me

Sometimes we stand tall and sometimes we fall We stand on top mountains and slam into walls We aim for the sun but we always get burned And on and on and on it goes But Somehow we never learn So angel fly away from me be free and spread your wings Ill meet you on the other side one day Till than Ill see you in my dreams In the end there's You and Me No one can take away from me When there is nothing left to see In the end there's You and Me I’ll hold onto these memories I wouldn’t trade for anything Eternal sunshine spotless brain I’d whether stand with you in the rain Take with me those happy days It was worth every ounce of pain In the end there's You and Me No one can take away from me When there is nothing left to see In the end there's You and Me

The Beginning

Watching the Years as they go by Slipping us Farther and Farther Away Into the Great Divide The Distance Stretches with the Time It Separates Our Hearts from Our Minds Can We go back to the Start? Or Have We Grown to Far Apart? Take Me Back to the Beginning Cause I Don’t Think I Like the Ending I Don’t Even Care Who's Winning Take Me Back to the Beginning Lately I've been Lost in the Past Embracing the Darkness and Made My World Black Eating My Insides Alive with Regret Most would Say it's Best to Forget Easier said than Done My Friend Cause I am Haunted by the End Let You Slip out of My Head Is Easier said than Done My Friend Can We Go back to the Start? Or Have We Grown to Far Apart? Take Me Back to the Beginning Cause I Don’t Think I Like the Ending I Don’t Even Care Who's Winning Take Me Back to the Beginning

Today

Happy Lil Thoughts Inside My Mind Was All that I Would Let Me Find Delusions Riding on a Cloud Tore My Whole World Upside Down When I Needed You So Bad You Were Never There Threw Away All That I Had And You Don’t Even Fucking Care Wasted Days and Wasted Years Wishing You Were Here Nothing More than Wasted Time A Broken Heart A Broken Mind Why Don’t You Go Take a Leap? Out of My Head so I can Sleep If You Won’t Get in My Bed Get the Fuck Out of My Head I Can’t Take Back Yesterday So Let Me Walk Away So I Can Have Today

Up To You

Life is Fucked up Beyond Meaning There’s No one to Hear Your Screaming Maybe just pretend Your Dreaming Waking up to find Your Leaning As Your Falling Down No one to Help You Now Feel as if Your Tied and Bound As the World keeps Spinning Round Break the Chains that hold Your Soul Or fall into a Six Foot Hole If You won’t take back Control Than it’s Time for You to Go Nothing left to Hold you Back Means Nothing Left to Hold on to Fall through the Crack And Slip on Through Cause Life or Death is Up to You

A Place You Can Never Find

Which do you want Black or Blue I want the opposite of you Can’t get far enough Away I don’t care what you have to say I can’t hear you Anymore Don’t know what your Talking for I Just wanna Find A Place to Hide A Place You Can Never Find You Want to Rip Away My Soul I Cannot Let You Have Control You Won’t be Happy till You Have it All And Leave Me Lying Helpless on The Floor I Can’t Numb Away This Pain Your Icy Heart and Blackened Veins Your so Fake and Phony Now Maybe That’s Just Who You Are Nothing Left of You and Me Distant Fading Memories I’ll Just Let you Fade Away Cause things will never be the Same I Just Wanna Find a Place to Hide A Place You Can Never Find Wanna Go Far Away to a Happy Place A Place You Can Never Find A PLACE WHERE YOU CAN NEVER FIND

When Everybody Dies

Mental Fucked and left for dead Pull the covers back over My head Don’t wanna get the Fuck up Today Got no reason anyway Trapped inside a World of Shit That’s full of lies and hypocrites Makes Me wanna say Goodbye Waiting for the Day When Everybody Dies When the Shit it hits the fan Might as well smile and laugh if You can Just wanna see it when it all goes down Wanna scream at the top of My lungs When the Sun Explodes and the World stops turning round Just wanna see it When it all goes down Nothing left here to believe And nothing left I wanna see Ready for the End The End of this crazy Merry Go Round Stop the ride and let Me off All I can say I’ve had enough Of all the Bullshit Pain and Lies Felt the agony of a Thousand Lives Trapped inside the Horror of My Mind Think It’s Time to Say Goodbye Still Waiting for the Day When Everybody Dies When the Shit it hits the fan Might as well smile and laugh if You can Just wanna see it when it all goes down Wanna scream at the top of My lun

The Man Upstairs

To the Man Upstairs Can You see Me standing Here? Do You even Fucking Care? Are You even FUCKING THERE? That is what I want to Know Do We even have a Soul? Is there Life Beyond the Grave? Or Do We Live this Life in Vain? So many who are Broken Down Inside themselves they’re all but Bound There Cast Away with No Regret It’s Dog Eat Dog Lest We Forget But Do they not Deserve a Chance? Or Is this all just Circumstance? Or Maybe Life is just a Game? Like Pawns in Chess assigned a Name And Maybe Your the One to Blame? But If You are You have NO SHAME If You would Please Answer Me Cause All I want is to Believe That There’s a Meaning to the Madness Punishment for Causing Sadness GOD Please Tell Me There’s a Plan PLEASE JUST TELL ME IF YOU CAN

Pedestal

You could do no wrong With the view from my eyes So I Built You a Castle Way up in the Sky For You to Reside Inside of My Mind For You are a Queen But That’s Only to Me Turned My Darkest Nightmare Into a Happy Dream But What You get Is not what You See And the View from the Top It just aint worth the Climb Delusional lies are all that I Find Think It’s Time I Knocked You Down And Took Away Your Phony Crown

Alone

I'm Bitter and Broken I Cut My Heart Open To Truth I've awoken To Find My Feelings Are Best Left Unspoken One thing for sure That I know is True I'm Better off Dead Than I'd be Falling for You Aint Nobody Left with a Core Anymore And Games to be Played Is all People are For I should turn all My Lights off And Nail My Door Shut And Shove My Emotions Deep Down In My Gut Trust is a request To get Stabbed in the Back And Showing Respect Is a reason to Laugh My Patience is Gone I can't take it No More Is there anyone round Here that can be found Knows what a Friend is For? I think I'd just rather Spend my time On My Own And I Think I'll be Happy If I Die Alone

While Were Still Here

All I Want is a Meaning A Reason for Me Being To Make it Worth the Screaming The Falling Down and Bleeding For Life is Nothing without Pain And There’s No Sunshine Without Rain Your Darkest Hour can Show You the Way Its Just the Price We Have to Pay You Take the Good Times with the Bad Remember the Happy and Learn From the Sad Pick Each Other Up When Were Falling Down And Hope That Good Karma Will Come Back Around Cause I’ve Spent a Long Time Stuck on the Ground I’ve Been so Lost Thought Id Never Be Found Prayed to a God that I Didn’t Believe That If He was Real Would He PLEASE Just Kill Me? But I Always Woke Up to a Brighter Day I Always Seem to Find My Way So Get Yourself Up Off of the Floor And Bust Out a Window or Kick Down The Door No one can Keep You Down but Yourself And You Don’t Have to Prove Shit to Anyone Else To Live is to Die And to Laugh is to Cry And You Can’t Say Hello Without Saying Goodbye Soon Enough the End Will Be Near So Try to Enjoy it While were Still Here

The Show Must Go On

30 Years of scars A broken man I'm beaten down and left for dead All I know is left alone To pick myself up on my own That's the way it comes and goes It's the only life I know Somehow the show it must go on Inside Yourself You must be strong And Hold on when they all let go Because the show it must go on All these wasted years gone by Have clipped my wings so I can't fly Emptiness is all I find From things that used to get me high But every time I hit the floor Still I'm reaching out for more Somehow the show it must go on Inside Yourself You must be strong And Hold on when they all let go Because the show it must go on Sometimes your up Sometimes your down And in between and all around Sometimes you have to climb To reach the ground But the world keeps spinning round On and on it goes And where it stops nobody knows Because the show it must go on

State of Mind

If You Want it Take It Life is What You Make It Bend It Till Ya Break It If You Have to Fake It So Sick of All Your Bitching How it Never Goes Your Way If You Cant Change Nothing Else All You Need to Do Is Change Your Mind What You Think About Yourself Is All That Matters Nothing Else If It Isn't Good Enough Tell em All to Fuck Themselves Cause One Mans Heaven Is Another Mans Hell And One Mans Freedom Is Another Mans Cell Its All About Your State of Mind If You Seek Than Ye Shall Find If You Want to Free Your Mind Leave the Fucking Past Behind If You Seek Than Ye Shall Find Its All About Your State of Mind

Never Gone

There Aint Nothing Darker than a 6 Foot Hole It’s a One Way Ticket Down a One Way Road Aint Nothing Colder or More All Alone Trapped In the Void To the Realms of the Unknown So Say Another Prayer In Vain Scream Out Your Troubles in the Pouring Rain Maybe If It Keeps You Sane Death is Painless or so I’ve Been Told Just Another Part of Life A Part of Growing Old But Where We Go Aint No one Knows Where We Go Nobody Knows Maybe There’s No Meaning And Maybe There’s No Reason The Cycle of Life Just Goes On and On Just to Pass it On So That Were Never Gone Just to Pass it On So That Were Never Gone